Love's Struggle
the past rips through my mind
leaving me blind to this pure love in front of my eyes.
head hurting I lash out continuously
seeing my future fade into the night, this night.
she talks to me telling me I'm losing him
my life grim with the probability of destroying we
contemplating all these words her words
the voice fades into silence as I type my minds reality
he's gone now, taking his light
I'm stupid right? and now its clear that my cheer dies
the lamp on the desk turns on and I wonder
the choices are two...stay and lose...or go, go and find him
tomorrow promises only some
it will be done and then home, proven or unhappily failed
I feel bolted to this spot by my pride
determination seeming unheard to my stubborn mind
arm over my forehead rest
my hand tests the fabric of my pillow frantically
he's back....his choice to make are two
to finish this he started or rip apart the chance with you
my eyes, they close heavy laden
aggravated I sit up frustrated on fetching my love
and then with one word.
he decidedly broke all, making the choice.
my anger boils over to tears
angst sears through my body. I leave...stupid stupid man
why did you decided so rashly
songs play my emotions into torment as a sit to listen
inevitably I must return
no concern seems to plague his mind, over it must be
Sauntering forward I stop
the handle, cold in hand I turn, open, release....and step in
Meisha Dwight ©
I hope you have a blessed night loves!!!!!
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